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    Monday, November 14th, 2005
    10:12 pm
    Mine "Love is Pain"
    my creative outlet apprently everyone needs one so I got a xanga and
    started to write my story I don't think it is the greatest thing
    but it lets me work through my life and not have to worry about
    whoever I talk to telling my mom she is very sick and I don't
    thik she could emotinoally or physically handle my problems.
    I feel as if on scale my problems ae nothing compared to
    the problems of others but I need to let them out
    somewhere or it will destroy me so this way people
    can choose to read my story or not they can choose
    to believe or not but I will not and my mother will
    not be affected in this process. if u wanna read
    it is at
    www.xanga.com/LaSpoon


    "Misery loves company,and
    Company loves misery."
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    Sunday, November 6th, 2005
    12:10 am
    Vivid Imagination....vs....Chronic Liar
    When I was in kindergarten I told everyone that I was alien I had it all worked out. One day my mother was eating potato chips and a spaceship dropped a microchip in to the bag leaving me to grow inside her stomach and having a natural birth. I had everyone convinced but never myself. Though even now I think what if and if so wouldn’t it be great.

    I have been a physic my hole life and lets face it physic aliens are not unusual.

    Ever since I have seen the Disney movies I knew that I will be queen and have my own castle. I am still convincing people and if they don’t believe me I told them that when I acquired the seat of power they would be the first killed.

    When I was in kindergarten they said I had a “vivid imagination” but I now have to wonder… now that I am older do I still have a vivid imagination or am I a liar to those who do not believe me. My teacher once said that it doesn’t matter if a statement is true or false as long as you can prove it? But can he prove it?

    Current Mood: tired
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    Friday, October 21st, 2005
    11:21 am
    In sixth grade I had to memorize poems and my mother tricked me into memorizing The Highwayman and just so you understand how much this sucked here is the poem despite how long it is it is very intresting and tells a sad and lovely tale:
    The Highwayman
    THE wind was a torrent of darkness among the gusty trees,
    The moon was a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas,
    The road was a ribbon of moonlight over the purple moor,
    And the highwayman came riding—
    Riding—riding—
    The highwayman came riding, up to the old inn-door.


    He'd a French cocked-hat on his forehead, a bunch of lace at his chin,
    A coat of the claret velvet, and breeches of brown doe-skin;
    They fitted with never a wrinkle: his boots were up to the thigh!
    And he rode with a jewelled twinkle,
    His pistol butts a-twinkle,
    His rapier hilt a-twinkle, under the jewelled sky.


    Over the cobbles he clattered and clashed in the dark inn-yard,
    And he tapped with his whip on the shuters, but all was locked and barred;
    He whistled a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there
    But the landlord's black-eyed daughter,
    Bess, the landlord's daughter,
    Plaiting a dark red love-knot into her long black hair.


    And dark in the dark old inn-yard a stable-wicket creaked
    Where Tim the ostler listened; his face was white and peaked;
    His eyes were hollows of madness, his hair like mouldy hay,
    But he loved the landlord's daughter,
    The landlord's red-lipped daughter,
    Dumb as a dog he listened, and he heard the robber say—


    "One kiss, my bonny sweetheart, I'm after a prize to-night,
    But I shall be back with the yellow gold before the morning light;
    Yet, if they press me sharply, and harry me through the day,
    Then look for me by moonlight,
    Watch for me by moonlight,
    I'll come to thee by moonlight, though hell should bar the way."


    He rose upright in the stirrups; he scarce could reach her hand,
    But she loosened her hair i' the casement! His face burnt like a brand
    As the black cascade of perfume came tumbling over his breast;
    And he kissed its waves in the moonlight,
    (Oh, sweet, black waves in the moonlight!)
    Then he tugged at his rein in the moonliglt, and galloped away to the West.


    He did not come in the dawning; he did not come at noon;
    And out o' the tawny sunset, before the rise o' the moon,
    When the road was a gypsy's ribbon, looping the purple moor,
    A red-coat troop came marching—
    Marching—marching—
    King George's men came matching, up to the old inn-door.
    They said no word to the landlord, they drank his ale instead,
    But they gagged his daughter and bound her to the foot of her narrow bed;
    Two of them knelt at her casement, with muskets at their side!
    There was death at every window;
    And hell at one dark window;
    For Bess could see, through her casement, the road that he would ride.

    They had tied her up to attention, with many a sniggering jest;
    They had bound a musket beside her, with the barrel beneath her breast!
    "Now, keep good watch!" and they kissed her.
    She heard the dead man say—
    Look for me by moonlight;
    Watch for me by moonlight;
    I'll come to thee by moonlight, though hell should bar the way!
    She twisted her hands behind her; but all the knots held good!
    She writhed her hands till her fingers were wet with sweat or blood!
    They stretched and strained in the darkness, and the hours crawled by like years,
    Till, now, on the stroke of midnight,
    Cold, on the stroke of midnight,
    The tip of one finger touched it! The trigger at least was hers!

    The tip of one finger touched it; she strove no more for the rest!
    Up, she stood up to attention, with the barrel beneath her breast,
    She would not risk their hearing; she would not strive again;
    For the road lay bare in the moonlight;
    Blank and bare in the moonlight;
    And the blood of her veins in the moonlight throbbed to her love's refrain .

    Tlot-tlot; tlot-tlot! Had they heard it? The horse-hoofs ringing clear;
    Tlot-tlot, tlot-tlot, in the distance? Were they deaf that they did not hear?
    Down the ribbon of moonlight, over the brow of the hill,
    The highwayman came riding,
    Riding, riding!
    The red-coats looked to their priming! She stood up, straight and still!

    Tlot-tlot, in the frosty silence! Tlot-tlot, in the echoing night!
    Nearer he came and nearer! Her face was like a light!
    Her eyes grew wide for a moment; she drew one last deep breath,
    Then her finger moved in the moonlight,
    Her musket shattered the moonlight,
    Shattered her breast in the moonlight and warned him—with her death.
    He turned; he spurred to the West; he did not know who stood
    Bowed, with her head o'er the musket, drenched with her own red blood!
    Not till the dawn he heard it, his face grew grey to hear
    How Bess, the landlord's daughter,
    The landlord's black-eyed daughter,
    Had watched for her love in the moonlight, and died in the darkness there.
    Back, he spurred like a madman, shrieking a curse to the sky,
    With the white road smoking behind him and his rapier brandished high!
    Blood-red were his spurs i' the golden noon; wine-red was his velvet coat,
    When they shot him down on the highway,
    Down like a dog on the highway,
    And he lay in his blood on the highway, with the bunch of lace at his throat.
    And still of a winter's night, they say, when the wind is in the trees,
    When the moon is a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas,
    When the road is a ribbon of moonlight over the purple moor,
    A highwayman comes riding—
    Riding—riding—
    A highwayman comes riding, up to the old inn-door.

    Over the cobbles he clatters and clangs in the dark inn-yard;
    He taps with his whip on the shutters, but all is locked and barred;
    He whistles a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there
    But the landlord's black-eyed daughter,
    Bess, the landlord's daughter,
    Plaiting a dark red love-knot into her long black hair.

    Current Mood: amused
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    11:03 am
    Song Haunting (maby) ?
    so I think I found a something that works and I must say i kinda like it here it is:
    I founda bunch of songs that are very intresting andrealized that i want to rite somthing that makes peopletink or have to read twice somthing that can be read over and over again and and never get old but is that possible for I have never read anything a captivating as I want my writeing to be.
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    Sunday, October 16th, 2005
    9:09 pm
    Dance
    Today is my birthday the day I was born but its weird to think that this is the day I came into existance the day that my mother the day she was born that made her able to have me. well anyway yesterday I went to my grandmothers house (not by blood)and had birthday cake then went ot my other grandmothers house (by blood) and went out to eat with my cousins I have two one is 5 or 6 and commands a lot of attention the other is older (still younger than me ) and she is almost the oppisite she is very quiet removed but I can talk to her (not about everything though not yet)so back to today I got up took bart with my mother over to okaland (took bart because bridge was closed when we needed to leave) and compeated I had a great time I made new friends and greeted old friends and then got a 1st and a 5th place when I thought I would get nothing (averyy nice surprise) I thought I would get nothing because I have not copeted due to other more important things getting in the way. so all in all the weekend was short and school is looking grim from right here but but I cant get everythig I wished for maby next year.

    Current Mood: thankful
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    Saturday, October 15th, 2005
    12:48 am
    All Flows Cease
    Phantom of the Opera I love this movie because it is so touching and yet freaky the same time normally I would cry while seeing something like this because the phantom I felt really badly for him and think she was stupid in her choice but her choice made the movie/opera wonderfull. If you have not seen the Phantom of the opera....
    this song is at the very end of the where you see the Phantom and christine, so the story goes and he sees christine as belonging to him in some way. he suduced her through music and you could tell he loved her and she left him for pretty boy.
    the whole movie was sad but tears ceased to flow and i am still trying to figure out why. (if you know please enlighten me)


    DON JUAN (PHANTOM - behind the curtain)
    Passarino - go away!
    For the trap is set and waits for its prey . . .
    (PASSARINO leaves. CHRISTINE (AMINTA) enters. She
    takes off her cloak and sits down. Looks about her. No-
    one. She starts on an apple. The PHANTOM, disguised as
    DON JUAN pretending to
    be PASSARINO, emerges. He now wears PASSARINO's
    robe, the cowl of which hides his face. His first words
    startle her)
    DON JUAN (PHANTOM)(singing starts now)
    You have come here
    in pursuit of
    your deepest urge,
    in pursuit of
    that wish,
    which till now
    has been silent,
    silent . . .
    I have brought you,
    that our passions
    may fuse and merge -
    in your mind
    you've already
    succumbed to me
    dropped all defences
    completely succumbed to me -
    now you are here with me:
    no second thoughts,
    you've decided,
    decided . . .
    Past the point
    of no return -
    no backward glances:
    the games we've played
    till now are at
    an end . . .
    Past all thought
    of "if" or "when" -
    no use resisting:
    abandon thought,
    and let the dream
    descend . . .
    What raging fire
    shall flood the soul?
    What rich desire
    unlocks its door?
    What sweet seduction
    lies before
    us . . .?
    Past the point
    of no return,
    the final threshold -
    what warm,
    unspoken secrets
    will we learn?
    Beyond the point
    of no return . . .
    AMINTA (CHRISTINE)
    You have brought me
    to that moment
    where words run dry,
    to that moment
    where speech
    disappears
    into silence,
    silence . . .
    I have come here,
    hardly knowing
    the reason why . . .
    In my mind,
    I've already
    imagined our
    bodies entwining
    defenceless and silent -
    and now I am
    here with you:
    no second thoughts,
    I've decided,
    decided . . .
    Past the point
    of no return -
    no going back now:
    our passion-play
    has now, at last,
    begun . . .
    Past all thought
    of right or wrong -
    one final question:
    how long should we
    two wait, before
    we're one . . .?
    When will the blood
    begin to race
    the sleeping bud
    burst into bloom?
    When will the flames,
    at last, consume
    us . . .?
    BOTH
    Past the point
    of no return
    the final threshold -
    the bridge
    is crossed, so stand
    and watch it burn . . .
    We've passed the point
    of no return . . .
    (By now the audience and the POLICE have realised
    that SIGNOR PIANGI is dead behind the curtain, and it is
    the PHANTOM who sings in his place. CHRISTINE
    knows it too. As final confirmation, the PHANTOM
    sings):
    PHANTOM
    Say you'll share with
    me one
    love, one lifetime . . .
    Lead me, save me
    from my solitude . . .
    (He takes from his finger a ring and holds it out to her.
    Slowly she takes it and puts it on her finger.)
    Say you want me
    with you,
    here beside you . . .
    Anywhere you go
    let me go too -
    Christine
    that's all I ask of . . .
    (We never reach the word 'you', for CHRISTINE quite
    calmly reveals the PHANTOM'S face to the audience. As
    the FORCES OF LAW close in on the horrifying skull,
    the PHANTOM sweeps his cloak around her and
    vanishes.
    MEG pulls the curtain upstage, revealing PIANGI'S
    body garotted, propped against the bed, his head
    gruesomely tilted to one side. She screams.)
    TRANSFORMATION TO:
    REVERSE VIEW OF THE STAGE
    (POLICE, STAGEHANDS, etc. rush onto the stage in
    confusion. Also: ANDRE, FIRMIN, RAOUL, GIRY,
    CARLOTTA and MEG)
    CARLOTTA
    What is it? What has happened? Ubaldo!
    ANDRE
    Oh, my God . . . my God . . .
    FIRMIN
    We're ruined, Andre - ruined!
    GIRY (to RAOUL)
    Monsieur le Vicomte! Come with me!
    CARLOTTA (rushing over to PIANGI's body)
    Oh, my darling, my darling . . . who has done
    this ...?
    (hysterical, attacking ANDRE)
    You! Why did you let this happen?
    (She breaks down, as PIANGI's body is carried off on a
    stretcher)
    GIRY
    Monsieur le Vicomte, I know where they are.
    RAOUL
    But can I trust you?
    GIRY
    You must. But remember: your hand at the level of
    your eyes!
    RAOUL
    But why . . .?
    GIRY
    Why? The Punjab lasso, monsieur. First Buquet.
    Now Piangi.
    MEG (holding up her hand)
    Like this, monsieur. I'll come with you.
    GIRY
    No, Meg! No, you stay here!
    (to RAOUL)
    Come with me, monsieur. Hurry, or we shall be too
    late . .
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    Monday, October 10th, 2005
    9:41 pm
    I have some interesting well...
    So the first time I ever saw the princess bride ( movie ) was before kindergarden and I loved It then and I still love it and i just today realaized it got to a point where I can repeat every line in that movie quite accuratly example " wrong your ears you keep and I'll tell you why so that every sherek of every child thats seen your hideousness will be yours to cherish every babe that weeps at your approch...." and it gos on and I know every word if you think u might of seen it here is two common quotes #1: "as you wish" and 2#: " My name is Ineigo Montoya you killed my father prepare to die." any way at this point I am still in love with this movie and kinda creeped out that I know everyones lines in it.
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    Saturday, October 8th, 2005
    11:37 pm
    Problems are Limited to Those Who Have Them
    I have a problem. On certain occasions I can not help but feel sorry for my self. On certain occasions I am aware of the extent of which a person’s word can be taken. Do they say that because they love me do they say it because the see an ultimate way to gain, the words and meanings are limitless. But this is not about my problems this is about the problems of the people who are in their problem. A song my mom likes and I still refuse to like says when one door closes another one opens but what it fails to mention is that past the threshold lies the problems and the limits invisible until to late to turn back. But take heart for these limits provide the guide, lines for our very lives but these limits, limit the heart of those who step through the wrong door.
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    Wednesday, October 5th, 2005
    7:01 pm
    Yipee
    oh I am so proud I finnally figured out how to work my myspace thigy and now its beautiful.
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    Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
    4:13 pm
    Take the quiz: "What Court Position are YOU?"

    Jester
    Court funny man (or woman) your the one who makes all the jokes. here is your first one : A man walks in to a bar.


    hehehe i like this quiz
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    1:51 pm
    Take the quiz: "What Is Your Vampiric Beast?"

    Bat
    Strength 1, Dexterity 3, Stamina 2. Willpower 2, Health Levels: OK, -1, -3. Abilities: Alertness 3, Dodge 3, Stealth 2. Blood Pool: 1/4

    Take the quiz: "What Disney Princess Are You?"

    Belle
    You love you family (what's left) dearly, and you're a bookworm. Get your head into the world darlin'


    So i find this web site very entertaining and im finding out all sorts of stuff like appaently my celebrity butt is brittany spears(es) but
    but dont u wanna know what but brittany spears has
    and i bet bell is afraid of bats and from the disney way im pretty shure she (bell) dosent have a brittany spears but.
    hmmmm.....
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    Friday, September 30th, 2005
    11:09 am
    Poem
    Oh the shame the shame.
    Doors are shut around you.
    Everything is moving faster than before.
    Towns are getting depleated of cement.
    Odds are that you care less about me than I care about you.
    Time is here yet.
    Hackey-Sack is played by by those who need closure.
    End is always there.
    Toothpaste is too but the end of that comes faster.
    Handles help us lift stuff.
    Internet keeps us from lifting stuff.
    Now we are here in a place.
    Going going gone.

    (just like a auctions)
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    Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
    3:32 pm
    So last weekend i went to this thing in the city that the faithful fools (oganization that helps homeless people ect.) put on it was called strong medicine it was about being in touch with who you are and being rejuvinated with art and music it was really cool Alex said at these kinds of events he would usually wear his stilts but they were broken so he explained why he wore them it was becaus the point of this was to become close and aquainted withone another and it is harder to do so when one is higher up away from the crowd. he also talke of when he went to burning man and the concept of always asking before you took someones picture becaus if you didnt it was like taking a part of them i found that very cool. because asking to takesomeones picture would atomatically make you closer to them than before. so i had a gret time at strong medicine. i watched for the third time donnie darko and for the first time had the pleasue of debateing and listening to debates directed towards what the movie was about.

    so also last weekend i saw flight plan and corps bride the were both good i was so glad that in flight plan that they had a worth while ending instead of somthing stupid like she wakes up and it was all a dream (i hate it when they do that)
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    Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
    9:25 pm

    My Unitarian Jihad Name is: The Neutron Bomb of Moderation.


    Get yours.

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    Saturday, September 10th, 2005
    8:39 pm
    Reefer Madness
    So reefer madness is this musical about this teacher (educator of some sort) teaching the parents about how dangerous marijuana is. and he shows them this documentary sort of thing that shows the before jimmy (lead guy) got addicted to marijuana when he was a good student fell in love with mary jane was a member of 4-h. then how he took the marijuana and got addicted to it and needed it this movie rocks it keeps you interested very intrested.
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    Friday, September 9th, 2005
    11:16 am
    Dirty Disney


    Alice in Wonderland:
    This whole movie, is about a little girls drug trip. Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dum are drunk/high. And then youve got, the drunken mouse in the teapot, the spiked tea at the tea party, the caterpillar smoking pot, the rabbit on speed, and the queen of hearts has anger management problems. And she gets high off mushrooms.

    Aladdin:
    When she gets on the carpet, her dress comes up and theres nothing there.

    Lion King:
    It spell "sex" in the trees, and the stars, and the dust.

    Little Mermaid:
    The castl is shaped like a dick. The preist has a boner.

    Mulan:
    Theyre all deformed except for Mulan and Shang

    This has nothing to do with Disney...
    But the power rangers, the pink one is white, the yellow one is asian, the red one is indian, the blue one is something, the purple one is black, i think the blue one is chnese actually or something.
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    11:01 am
    Story thing
    My Conversation:
    "Hey lady" Says the Funky Faced Man.
    She didnt turn around afraid of robbers, kidnapper etc.
    "Lady" (Funky Face)
    (Funky Face to Regular Guy) I just wanted to tell her that she dropped her pen.
    (Regular Guy) Well, some people just wont give us "guys" the time of day.
    (Funky Faced Guy) Its not that its just that ever since Ive been wearing this mask people havnt given me anything or even recognized my presence"
    (Regular Guy) That just goes to show how your appearance can affect everything even though we tell everybody appearance isnt everything.
    THEEDN
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    10:55 am
    So, I was looking for this song, because I heard it at lunch, but the day I heard it, I was stupid, because I didnt go ask for the name of it, because I already heard it, because this guy was doing poi to the song so, this week, I went to go look for the song, SO i went to the office, and the lady told me that this guy with like an A in his name did the music, he just plugged in his play list and she told me where to find it, and it was in the creatvie writitng room, so after 10 minutes of trying to find the creative writing room, which I finally did find, I asked the A guy what the song was and you know I just descirbed, and I told him it was like on a thursday or a friday that I heard it and he told me that he didnt do the play list for thursday and so I should go ask this Andrew guy and so I asked him what he looked liek and he told me that he was wearing gray and that he was tall and that he was sexy which totally didnt help, so, I looked for him at lunch but I wasnt really looking for him because I was kinda bored and I wasnt really looking for the song afer all that. And so now, I still dont know the song, Its pissing me off! And I keep hearing it and I dont know the name because no one will tell me.
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    Friday, September 2nd, 2005
    11:42 am
    Bikrum
    Two weeks ago, my mommy she told me that I had to go to yoga, and its a special kind of yoga called bikrum yoga where you like sit in a hot room (about 105 degrees) and you have to do these funky stretches, but what they dont tell you on the website, is that you feel like puking, and that they make you feel bad so you have to come back, and they give you this little pink paper at the end, and it says that this is one of the hardest things that you will have to do in your life and that you might feel nauseous after and really tired so youll have to take a nap, and that its important for you to come back the next day so you dont feel like crap. I think thats about it.
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    11:37 am
    I dont wanna write anything
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